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你係咪痴線架??正一白痴!

都咁多年啦~!

真係好鬼弱雞囉你!

關你咩事姐?!

關你咩事?

關你咩事?

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零!完全係零!

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應該理就唔理,

唔應該理就硬係扮曬野咁!

算啦~

算把啦~

呢個世界係咁架喇!

diu~

why feeling lonely ?

i have a lot of friends

but sometimes , i still feel lonely

because i like to do something that they wouldn't do..

i mean,, actually ,,

i think i don't belong here..

they use qq , while i make myself use msn

even though there are not as many friends on my msn as that on my qq contact list

they use xiaonei.com , while i enjoy using facebook

even though , just my 2 cousins, and 2 net friends who poke me there..

it's very embarrassing ..

the situation i am in ..

why do i so stubborn ?

hate myself ...

'just take it easy ! it's ok !'

i tried to tell myself..

but

maybe i wanna be a part of 'them' too much..

sorry for being myself..

Did I won ?

what is success?

i mean,,did i won ?

after the sing.con.

well i am a lil' bit proud of myselfyes ,,

a lil bit feeling that i did win..

in a way
i proved myself,

proved my talent ,,

to those who dont know who i am , how i am ..

although ,, just limited in the college

that's enough for me to be happy

to conquer those who i consider that they were so 'tsoon' before..

that's really enough for me to stand up again ..

i seldom speak out my feeling on this sing.con. on this side in public

'cuz i feel that i will be the one who is 'tsoon'
but ,, here since the popularity is so narrow..

that will be fine ..

i say a lot of 'enough'but never enough
famous,,maybe that called famous

just in such a tiny college is never enough
and i know what i hv is not enough to make me success

i need more

what i hv , i mean the so-called 'talent' is sooooo common outside !!

i knew it !!!

the world is so fxckin' big...

and ...i am so fxckin' small ,,even tiny

compared with the outside world..

they are asleep , but i am awake all the time !

so i knew it !!

well whatever what i can do to approach my goal

is to try my best to make it better
maybe ,,, in the end

nothing will be rewarded ,,

and even will be looked down upon

haha..whatever

it's all about whatever.. =]

maybe we think the same

long time no post~

cuz i hv no idea to make the layout better,,,

end up ,

i decided ,, just stay simple .

maybe not many ppl will come to visit my blog here

but , whatever

maybe , that will be better