Did I won ?

what is success?

i mean,,did i won ?

after the sing.con.

well i am a lil' bit proud of myselfyes ,,

a lil bit feeling that i did win..

in a way
i proved myself,

proved my talent ,,

to those who dont know who i am , how i am ..

although ,, just limited in the college

that's enough for me to be happy

to conquer those who i consider that they were so 'tsoon' before..

that's really enough for me to stand up again ..

i seldom speak out my feeling on this sing.con. on this side in public

'cuz i feel that i will be the one who is 'tsoon'
but ,, here since the popularity is so narrow..

that will be fine ..

i say a lot of 'enough'but never enough
famous,,maybe that called famous

just in such a tiny college is never enough
and i know what i hv is not enough to make me success

i need more

what i hv , i mean the so-called 'talent' is sooooo common outside !!

i knew it !!!

the world is so fxckin' big...

and ...i am so fxckin' small ,,even tiny

compared with the outside world..

they are asleep , but i am awake all the time !

so i knew it !!

well whatever what i can do to approach my goal

is to try my best to make it better
maybe ,,, in the end

nothing will be rewarded ,,

and even will be looked down upon

haha..whatever

it's all about whatever.. =]

maybe we think the same